From Bukit Payong to Bristol

 What else can i do f it is not meant to be mine :) Do I sound like I'm giving up my dreams :) I don't know. You decide :/. It has been tough time for me recently. Lots of things happens, the ups and downs and intermediates ( :D neither ups nor down)  Recently, I've been offered to pursue my studies in MSci of Biology. It means I have another extra year (as a masters student) and of course (like any other typical student) would be so excited getting such news. We have been trying so hard to achieve this... Of course it's conditional.. I need to get reach some minimum level in order to make it unconditional. At first, I thought I could achieve that mark. I seriously can if I maintain my hard work or maybe increase a little bit. I would do anything in order to achieve that (I guess :P) I got that email during reading week (1 week provided before the exam period starts). So, I was really excited and enthusiast.Yeah, I was. My first 2 paper went well. I was ve...

IT'S TIME Hi and assalamualaikum. It has been a while since the last time I updated my blog. When I tried to read my posts (only 2 of them :P), they do sound like school-kid like grammar level... Hahahahah. It does not matter, I'm here to learn and improve myself. This time, I'm gonna share with all of you about 1 of y special friend. She's a very good friend of mine. I knew and met her for the first time during my first tutorial in Bristol. We were placed in the same tutorial group. Her name is Charlotte. I asked her out to the frozen yoghurt store once and since that, I can say she's very pleasing and approachable. She helped me a lot with my assignments, she's also the shoulder for me to lean onto. Well, that's a little bit about her. Over the past few months, she troubled a lot with her unavoidable problem (which i cannot expose here what it is) until one day, she text my saying that she's going to take a break and suspend her studies until sh...

Be ignorance works sometimes! Hi and Assalamualaikum. It has been ages since my first post. I am a little it busy with all the courseworks and after that, I got exams. 5 exams overall packed in 2 weeks time :( sorry for being not to up-to-date and again, i am s sorry for all the grammatically errors as I've been work hard to improve my problems in my second language, which is English previously, I got so many problems. I can say they are all external problems that happened to me during the exam period. Oh goshh.. i was so much in pressure to study for the exams and at the same time in need in balancing and trying to reduce all the external problems so that I can focus more for my exams Not going to tell you what those problems were as I can say they are too personal to be shared. Well, that's fine. What I can conclude from the things that had happened,  WE CANNOT PLEASE PEOPLE ALL THE TIME ! I am self-sacrificing ...

Assalamualaikum and hi, My name is Farah Najihah binti Razali and people call me Farah (as my British name is Farah Razali). I am currently a second year BSc Biology Student in University of Bristol and am from Kampung Bukit Payong, Terengganu, Malaysia. The existence of this blog is to share all my stories (as my stories would never end). This is a journey of a village girl who got high dreams and objectives in her life to be achieved and at the same time, not to forget to worship Allah as her God. He is the one who gave me the light to every single step taken in her life. Thanks and Alhamdulillah for that. Basically, this is a little bit about me. I am a very talkative but at the same time, I am a clumsy girl, easily-stress with everything, perfectionist, and the most out of myself is I have a very low self-confidence. If I want to do something, I need at least 10 of my friends saying that "Farah, you can do this" but if any 1 of my friends says that "Farah, I do...